Kesabaran ku Diuji
i dont wish to think alot for this entry.but sometimes or most of the time, it does gets to my nerves.does my question on payment and $$ affects you and make u more tension?u dont have to accuse by contemplating about the future.i was just merely asking whether u are able to pay this transaction since I've made my payment the other time. and u got tensed and had a slight blow there. Duhh. whats the issue here?u mean i cant discuss on "sensitive" issues like money with you?and instead of doing something which will reduce the tension, u just went on blabbering about this, that, blah blah.it pains. it pains my ear. irritating.. grrrrrr... -__-of course, we kept silent about it. cause if I have said something, it will got harsher and matters will get more 'entangling' here and there.i may be silent but dont get me started.cause my words may slice your ego, and that will not be nice.
feelings of mine
2:11 PM
Picnic of the Year =)
As I was browsing through my folder named ' Shazanah', it just brought me to all smiles and small giggles with the photos in it...
If you all were there..I'm sure you will hear our 'imaginary' voices in each of the captured moments below.. like whatever lah u know.. hee!
i think these pics below belum lagi di'posted'..
Basically, its just alll FUN! the sun shown and the rain came. perfect weather i would say. was my 1st time going to Botanics so, ya lah..
we were like having mini picnic out in the open,playing Monopoly (of all places!)
hehhe! but very the gerekkks.. I cant remember any "silence observation" being with them. ookokok, i know.
mind you.. its the "lunch" for 4 of us..
(ishk,ish,ish)
want to know why i placed these 2 photos beside one another?
the shape of that ririririri's hand with the foods.. hmm..
mcm ku kenal persamaan itu. keke!
the pretty lady, like duhh!
mcm nak step ang moh story lah tuu..heee!
To summarise it all! (zanah, ur GIGI!) and seri, ur pouted, tak-menjadi mouth.
eugh!heheeh!
feelings of mine
12:55 PM
The randomness - Sanctuary House
I was reading an online news at asia1.com.sg when i chanced upon this article about "Boys must learn to say No too"
something on pre-marital sexual relationship of teenagers and on unplanned pregnancies.
a topic which is related to something that I love.
babies.
and it do provide some details on where going-to-be mothers (unwed mothers) can seek help.
www.sanctuaryhouse.com.sg
thats a non-profit organization which aims to extend their assistance specifically to females who are confused on their pregnancy, providing advises on how to handle such situations and etc.
i think this a great charity which should be made known to everyone eventhough such a topic on pre-marital sex can be considered a taboo to some.
and i want to be part of them.
of course not as the 'confusers' but the volunterers :)
Labels: Sanctuary House
feelings of mine
6:03 PM
the peakin-freakin period is here.
kindly do your filing before the golden date of 15 Apr 09 to avoid receiving computer-generated pinkish letters stating our love to remind you out of your busy schedule. and if its still not convincing for you, we have improvised the invitation to with a 'shopping' voucher. with fixed amount and only one place to spend on. with no products exchanged.
so, do refer to the relevant website :)
Hehe. sometimes, reversing the physcology or turning the physco around works.
on certain people and unexpected timings, of course ;)
I did that but somehow, works rarely. cause it always come in handy with my frustration.
"like sha, get to the point can?"
hehehe! *murmurs*
my kentals' blogging getting more kental-ish. nothing to be exact.
u can write anything u want..like.
shazanah is pretty (i know) but u can provide details
shazanah is helpful and caring (i dont really know) but u can provide examples
shazanah is outstanding and attractive (wow, i will love u for that) no buts, no regrets baybehh.. ;)
and etc. like hows work? hows school? hows family?
anything exciting u saw outside? anything outstanding (apart from me *grins*)
im quite..
worried and scared.
momma's health is still the same. fever on and off.
and doctor did not diagnosed her with any serious illness.
then what eh? i think too much flames internally. maybe some alien tgh ada campfire kat dalam.
ok, joke. anyway, thats how i look at complex things. i tend to blame it on "abnormal" circumstances. so, no immediate parties is affected. only the aliens :)
but i think momma needs lotsa love and encouragement as well as moral support. her system like totally gone down wreckage. now in recuperating mode, insyallah.
and i spent $10 plus just for lunch. teow!
$4.40 for a paperfull of pictures and words (magazine)
$3.50 for rice with veg with sotong with asam pedas grazy (that makcik always charge the same price) zzzzzzzzzz......
$1.20 for ice lemon tea.. 9 i can easily do that with a lipton sachet, sugar and lemon at $0.50.
$1.70 for usual breakfast of tea, curry puff and jemput-jemput (very the nice) at level 5.
phew. and not forgetting Baulu from Prima Deli. kalau cecah dengan air teh, sedap mannn. hehehe
and of course the usual lunch buddy that im with. it all adds up to = total enjoyed sha!
and i felt blessed. may allah blessed those around me as well, amin.
and its Lin's BIRTHDAY!! yeayy!! like on 12 th Mar. -_- sorry dear, hope not toooo late for me to wish u thou.. that will come next!
sometimes we overlook the little details in life till it shows us the bigger significance. looking at the those's with a different view. - quoted by Shazanah Rahman. (smile) who says i dont do quotations. heheeh!
feelings of mine
12:28 PM
should i say that its exactly one month after my previous entry?
i think this is like umm, my monthly updates lorr. haha!
ok. let me tell something. this happened in the morning busy,hectic, smelly, zombie looking train that we took everyday.
and so. i was standing exactly near facing the door.
i think if the door opened suddenly, i would be getting an immediate exit straight down..dush! and so, thats not the main point. u know, i can merry the round and the go the merry but never straight to mary. (what sha?!)
anyways!
"next stop, khatib"
then this ugly-looking, tall, dirty-fingernailed with black,black spots, scruffy hair (like never bathe for days) china man boarding the train. despite me standing there, i really dont know how he managed to squeeze through lah eh.
then, he was standing beside me. somehow rather, he was bringing a big sling bag. and i think he wanted to move behind.
but he, being ugly-looking with dirty brain decided to put his bag behind him such that after a few tsk,tsk,tsk.
I was infront of him.
important rule, ladies. u either place ur handbag near ur chest area. or u fold ur arms so that some people dont take advantage of you unnecessary. sometimes, u might not know what goes thru and in their minds especially in the morning. nonsense. think what? in a club ah?
maybe this is my own thinking but i swear i dont feel comfortable. seriously.
i know the train is quite bumpy but somehow, he was standing very close behind me. and hello, i was like wearing my long dress. is that seductive to you? basket.
and so, i held my handbag by my arms and tried to push him behind by pushing my bag to the back. but i felt like he was budging. as if he was trying to push my bag away and stand even closer and uncomfortably i had to stand very close to a nurse leaning against the glass pane.
i wanted to like turn around and stared at him, put my arms in such a way that my elbow is potruding behind or just turned and say "can you like kindly move behind" idiot!
but i did not. i got uncomfortable,really. that im just thinking of how to make him move behind further more. and all this happened along khatib to yck.
eeeee.. i got yucky thinking about it. if he's some good looking office smelling good guy, i dont mind (eh, but anyways, these people dont do such things in the train)
but this worker looking china guy got the face to do.
baskettttt! eeeee..
thats why ladies, be careful. usually, this dying old looking man and those foreign workers tend to commit such things. im not trying to be subjective or judgmental about these group. but this is what i usually notice.
something nice today. its friday.
and i had a sweet companion in the train! :)
feelings of mine
9:37 AM
i hate having this kind of feeling.
someone scolding you, something irritates you and someone who's being judgmental towards you.
somehow, im having that feelings and i dont like it. ok,fine.
get over and done. im tired.
not much to say here.. its like kind of monotonous.
but im still happy and grateful with all the pleasures life has to offer which some people might not have. alhamdulilah.
sister getting married. at last. haha!
eh, im happy for her. tapi.. i think im going to miss her.. hehe
but atleast i can 'invade' her room. wahahahaah!
went S'pore Expo with mum,her,abg ader..
there was this wedding exhibition..coooooool. its like the season to get married.
i pun nak kahwin..heheheh (sheepish smile :))
arab music updates.
i just downloaded one song from this Lebanon singer, Elissa...
niceeeee..
Bastanak (I'm waiting for you)
ya, shah rukh..weeeeee ;))Khuda Hafiz
feelings of mine
1:03 PM
Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi
WWEEeeeEeeEEE!!
I sooooo want to watch..
"Left,Left Ake Ake
Right Leg Pichey Pichey
Ajaya Let start ve"
lalalalallallalala...
Dance Pe Chance, oh soniya.. lalalal! :)
now, tell me.
how can i stop loving shah rukh khan.
*twwinkle eyes*Khuda Hafiz
feelings of mine
6:42 PM
mbeekk,mbeeekkk...
Qurban time!
Hari Raya day!! YAY!!!!
(tapi mcm "semangat raya" kekurangan)
should be more merrier than yang puasa nya, actually.
anyways..
thats the day that me and my sis 'insaf' (repent)
for 1 day only.hehee!
We were wearing....
ABBAYA!
commonly worn by the Middle Eastern, Arab ladies..
pweeeeetyyyy kan?
i mean = ME! heeheeh!
thats my niece, Ira..
KEntalsss... remember? hee -__-
our 2nd "PR" kid.dush!
she insisted to be in every photo..
but not looking at the source. duh.
If I'm ready to have my head covered (for the benefits of Non-Muslims, its wajib or obligatory for Muslim women to have her head and body covered from the sights of outsiders and which dont include the palms and the face)
Insyallah.
Khuda Hafiz.
feelings of mine
1:43 PM
when the girl turns 2 with a zero
pls dont be bothered by my previous post.
just an avenue to vent out. haha! =)
anyways!
it was. i mean it is my colleague's
its her birthday, yeah.its her birthday, yeah.yeah.
not happy for her,but glad for myself.
well, atleast we are on the same boat eh Hazimah. kidding dear. hehe!
May you be blessed with all the happy things and a pinch of not so good one.
like our "favorite" colleague "SHIOK SENDIRI" attitude of hers..
i think thats an overdose of the not-so-good things in life that not only you butttt, 9 of us have to suffer.
hahaha!
Semoga dipanjangkan usia
Dimurahkan rezeki
Diberkati tuhan selalu,
insyallah.. Amin. :)
and its our Makan session for 35 of us at Rice Table at 11am later.
yippppeeee!!
last and not the least, i know im pretty, everyone is pretty.but.
not you. oh...puhhhhleeeasssssseee. (eyes rolllliiingggg)
u do have that 39cm radius skin there.tsk,tsk,tsk.
Khuda Hafiz
feelings of mine
10:16 AM
some office person
If you like people who are serious at work, how come ure not?
and anyway, if you are serious at work, i dont see why..
1) you are issuing letter querying for their income like after the date of death (duhhh) is that classified as dumb or blind?
2) you put every work of urs hanging,pending and unattended.
its like ure asking someone to clear that piece of shit of yours. even the dogs are trained to do their own clearings properly.
3) you expect people to tell u the entire story from A to Z when actually u are handling that case and you are the one who is asking the customer to give you the documents
oh yes, i forgot.. u like to clear your shitty work down accepting it as you have 'dealt with'.
Total Dumbness.
i dont like nagging.
but now, i love bitching.
u triggered that.
thanks dear ;)
feelings of mine
11:57 AM
